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NIKI DEMAR – BEFORE & AFTER (Official Lyric Video)



STREAM MY EP ‘RUINED MY LIFE’ https://independent.ffm.to/ruinedmylife
people change
but sometimes I wonder if i’m the one to blame
watched you fall out of love
tried to get us back
back to what we had
look at old photos of us

then to now, something went wrong
can’t hold on when you’re dead and gone
like a lightswitch you turned on and off

CHORUS
we went from – lovebombs to breadcrumbs
we went from – so good to so numb
how did we – go wrong? and how come?
heaven then disaster

we went from – no fights to gaslights
we went from – empathize to taking sides
how did we- fall apart? and break hearts?
heaven then disaster
our before and after

now you’re sad
you took me for granted, All of the things you had
now It’s a little to late

so many chances missed
and opportunities to fix this shit
so I had to walk away

then to now, something went wrong
couldn’t hold on you’ve been dead and gone
like a light switch I turned on and off

CHORUS
we went from – lovebombs to breadcrumbs
we went from – so good to so numb
how did we – go wrong? and how come?
heaven then disaster

we went from – no fights to gaslights
we went from – empathize to taking sides
how did we- fall apart? and break hearts?
heaven then disaster
our before and after

Bridge:
then to now, something went wrong
couldn’t hold on, you were dead and gone
but I still have withdrawals

then to now something went wrong
like a light switch you just stayed off
you put your walls

and after it all…..
after it all

CHORUS
we went from – lovebombs to breadcrumbs
we went from – so good to so numb
how did we – go wrong? and how come?
heaven then disaster

we went from – no fights to gaslights
we went from – empathize to taking sides
how did we- fall apart? and break hearts?
heaven then disaster
our before and after

42 comments

  3. This is how I felt when I left my 3yr relationship almost a year ago
    But now I have the love of my life that treats me perfectly

  11. I love this song. It really does explain prefect the up and down in relationship and never know when it finally time to stop fighting and realise what there and not anymore. I’m so so so proud you and Nate for coming to terms with paths in different directions

  15. I love this. Looking at all the pics had me in tears. It's a fresh wound it all hurts. After a couple years your all gonna look back an say wow, how could I be happy again or find someone so much better. Time heals all wounds. Luv u Nikki and I wish u nothing bt happiness an a healed heart ❤ . After breakups we always question what we did wrong bt it's nothing. We can't control how someone else feels or thinks. Nobody knows the future bt God.

  21. Rewatching a lot of Niki’s videos, something I’d love to hear more about is belief. Could you do a video on your beliefs and balancing that with such a busy life? 💗💗💗

  23. The song is great!! But I think you need to stop plastering Nate everywhere, especially if you aren’t going to tell your fans what happened and continue to paint him as the bad guy. Also, it’s really unfair to your current partner, even if she says she is ok with it.

  32. I love the song 🤗 there’s a typo/grammatical error I notice though! At 1:00, it says “heaven than disaster”. It should be “heaven then disaster” since “than” compares two things and “then” indicates a sequence of events. We were at heaven then disaster. “Than” doesn’t make grammatical sense. Just wanted to put it out there, love the song tho!!

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